Thursday, Jan. 24, 2019 @ 10:55 pm
The Day of Crying
These moments in life where everything is intense. These agonizing moments of uncertainty. And then slowly learning how to be comfortable in the face of uncertainty.
I used to be so stoic, so restrained. Now emotions flow through me like weather systems. When will the crying season be over? I'm so easily triggered into distress. I wonder if I'm making others uncomfortable but carry on anyhow through the grocery store with tears running down my neck and chest.
Tomorrow I am leaving. One way ticket on a charter flight to my home town.
Flying up out of the abyss.