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Thursday, Jan. 24, 2019 @ 10:55 pm
The Day of Crying



These moments in life where everything is intense. These agonizing moments of uncertainty. And then slowly learning how to be comfortable in the face of uncertainty.

I used to be so stoic, so restrained. Now emotions flow through me like weather systems. When will the crying season be over? I'm so easily triggered into distress. I wonder if I'm making others uncomfortable but carry on anyhow through the grocery store with tears running down my neck and chest.

Tomorrow I am leaving. One way ticket on a charter flight to my home town.

Flying up out of the abyss.


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