I watched him through both of the classes we have together, and I decided that it's not worth it. I don't know where I'm going to be in a month and a half, and I'm just settling into the single lifestyle/mindset. But I ache so much to know what is inside his head. I want to talk with him about things other than gels and pipetteman. But I also don't want the pressure of sex. That tells me that it is right to stay where I am: single.